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Backstory:
As I was listening to the audiobook, Welcome to the Honey B&B by Melody Carlson, something one of the characters said really stuck out to me. She had been caring for her husband who had FTD, an early-onset type of dementia. She said to her daughter and granddaughter that she heard God speaking to her one day. He told her to stop asking why and just to trust Him in the future. That can be applied to our lives. We all have hard trials we have to go through in this life. If we stop asking God, “Why is this happening to us?” and just trust in Him and His plan for our lives, then we can find more purpose in our trials.
From Why to Trust
I woke up one day not feeling like me,
As I fell to the floor on bended knee.
I knew something wasn’t right with my body and mind
Because I usually had more energy and strength than I could find.
I went to so many doctors and was put on so many medications,
Only to be dismissed and not have very many explanations.
I started asking my Heavenly Father, “Why was this happening?
And why was my life so different than I had been imagining?”
When chronic illness strikes its ugly head
And you struggle to get out of your bed.
You go through this cycle of asking why
When you are alone in the darkness and you cry.
If you stay close to your Father in Heaven,
You can eventually see that He is there for you without question.
Even though you may never know the answer to why,
You make peace with your diagnosis and you feel like you can try.
You try to trust in your Heavenly Father’s plan for you,
As you pour out your heart to Him, for that’s all you can do.
So you patiently wait for His guidance and peace,
As you try to let your worries and cares cease.
The Takeaway: We all face hard trials in this life that feel like they might break us apart. For those people with chronic illness, every day can be a struggle between constantly asking, “Why is this happening to me?” and trying to trust in your Heavenly Father’s plan for you. He is always there, ready to embrace you with open arms and loving hands.
Watch the YouTube short of me reading part of the poem here:https://www.youtube.com/shorts/Xgu3_StszhM
